Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in reverend_brian's LiveJournal:

Thursday, March 24th, 2005
7:46 pm	A New Job!!! Well I finally found someone that wanted to hire me. The guy who runs the company is a complete Asshole, so I dont know how long I will last at this job. But I need to hang in there long enough to get back on my feet. The good thing is i dont have to acually work with him so it might be tolerable. The funny thing is,now that I have ajob I have been getting replys to my applications everyday. Where the Hell were these people earlier this week?...Oh well I am working full time again and that is good...The Reverend Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Tool -Aenima (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
7:46 pm	Today... ...Not the best of days...I am starting to stress out over the job thing. I applied for 10 jobs this week and havent heard anything back from any of them. 20+ years in construction,during a building boom and I cant find anyone who wants to hire me. I really dont need this right now,I was just getting my Shit back together and this is tearing down everything I have done...Fuck!!!...The Reverend Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 14th, 2005
9:55 pm	Writting I'm still working on my life story. I am at the point now where I am going to have to change the names of people I have met in my life. No need to dump my dirt in everyone elses lap. I am having a really good time with this project,hopfully it will turn out good. My brain seems to be healing,but if I dont get a job soon, I am gonna be on tv shooting some Fucking place up...The Reverend Current Mood: artistic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 28th, 2005
1:50 am	Today... ...I'm kind of numb...I wrote some more of my story but just could'nt seem to get into it. I havent been able to write songs for about a week and that is driving me Fucking Crazy!!! I need to get my life back on track. It has been derailed for so long,and I am tired of it. Fuck I can be a Whiny Little Bitch...The Reverend Current Mood: aggravated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
1:38 am	Time To Quit Being Such A Piece Of Shit!!! I'm gonna have to bury the bugs in my head for a while. Not the plan I wanted to use,but I am running out of money and need to get back to work. Hopfully this wont really Fuck me up like it did last time. Fuck I hope I can pull this off...Fuck that!!! I will!!!...The Reverend Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
7:39 pm	Today... I dont know how I feel right now...I am in this strange place,where I feel nothing...I am not Sad,I am not Happy...I think I may have found a piece of me I never knew was there...We will see...The Reverend Current Mood: determined (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
11:22 pm	I'm Feeling Better Today I acually felt really alive again. The Blackness that has been surrounding me,seems to be dissapearing. I still have a big hill to climb,but now I think I am up for the challenge....The reverend Current Mood: hopeful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
5:32 am	Frightened... For the first time in my life I am afraid. I dont know what it is or where it came from. But I now know fear. Maybe it was there all the time and I never realized it. I was in control,so I could keep it at bay. Right now I feel like a Duckling on I-5,weaving in and out of traffic and I dont even have a helmet. I have got to get it together,quit geing a punk and get on with life. I am letting the bugs in my head control me and that is just plain Fucked up. I had better get a song or a story out of this. Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)